lesson in lonliness

It's hard for me to not talk to some people. it's hard for me to not pick up the phone and call the people/person who usually occupy(ies) my mind.

it used to be different. i had no desire to talk and tell, i never really liked to "listen."

But that changed, and has been changed for a while now. now i miss "people" too much.

now it's hard to "cope."

Now, i care.

But at the same time, i realize there's really nothing i can do about it.

i'm not there...and they, are not here.

Sometimes, i wish i could wake up to yesterday. Sometimes, i wish i could wake up with you here in my tomorrow.

Sometimes, i wish i didn't wake up at all.